Friday ( PSLE release)

Dear diary ,
                   today is the day , today is the moment . Finally , the day of PSLE release .Worried as i seemed , excited i am , i walked to school with a light foot step as when my dad drove his car to school the first person i saw was N . Therefore , i ran up to her , leaving my brother and mum behind while my dad parked his car. I greeted N's mom , she was cheerful , unlike her daughter (hehe) . I sat next to N and her mom while i awaited for my brother who told me that my mom would be with her friends . A few days ago , my mom found out that i accidentally wrote the wrong question no. for my english composition . It was terrible , she was extremely worried about my results , making me feel no better .Until 10.45 am , Mr Collin told all P6 pupils to sit infront of the stage as they separated the hall , one for student , one for parents . My principal , congratuated us saying all of have managed to pass , leaving pupils heaving a huge sigh of relieve. She then continued to the best in progress ( G7 pupils) and then the top pupils , there are 12 top pupils  , i was half expecting her to call my name but she did not. I was devastated , as they said pride goes before a fall , being too confident was not always too good , however i remembered someone said , " Have high expectations and fail them . It will motivate you to do better .'' However i was genuinely happy for B , who was one of the top pupils.Then we proceeded to the class . My heart was truly beating fast and for the first in a long while , i experienced nervousness . This seemed not real , everything seemed not real . Then it happened , " rylyn." My name was called , i literally bounced to my teacher and returned to my seat , the paper slipped between my report book and the number on it shows my hardwork and my fate . I dare not look , i passed it to my table mate ,  trustin koh ( vice-head prefect) and he gasped . What happened? what is it , and there the three numbers lay there , beautifully printed , 243 -express. i am very happy and disppointed , my hope and prayers was 245 but i didnt think i would make it. I made it if its including my HMT , which will add 2 marks for me.Thank you all who helped , supported and encouraged me , Thank you very much.